Tuesday, October 30, 2007

MAKAN...MAKAN... DAN MAKAN LAGI.............

Hi again... umust be surprised that im writing 2 days in a row... kannnnnnnnn

Anyway, arinih, asyik makan jer.... pagi tadi ader open Divison... kat agro and textile division..... had lots of mouth watering cuisines... kat agro, had laksa.... satay... lemang.... and other dessert... but the best was the Belgian chocolates.... ummmm... yummy... really need one since i was so stressed after looking at my outstanding list... i still have 40 apllications to processed... not counting other types of licences and other shits to approve... STRESSED... confirm tak sempat abih dalam masa 2 hari... sehari pun paling banyak keluar 2 or 3.. or 4 ..... thats the limit that i can do.. maybe kene lebih efficient kot.... and macam mana la nak buat keroje kalau phone asyik ringing since masuk kerja.... applicants calling asking for the status of their application... lagi stresslah dibuatnyer....... anyway at textile plak, had delicious nasi dagang... and i think soto.. with soup... quite tasty... but not much assortment of dessert.... which is good for my expanding waistline... gosh.. really have to diet lah lepas nih.. maybe masa kat Italy nanti kot....

Im goin in three days.. and there still much things to do...... apart from work.. still need to do some shopping for private stuff... *underwearlah tuh*.. heh..heh.. and shoes!!... i really need new shoes....... ;)

Yesterday, my sis told me bout her throid condition..... it seems thatits getting hyper balik lah... dunno whats the cause.... she's been religiously taking her meds and it seems that the meds is acting against her now.... or the doctor told *in the most casual way*.. that she might have a growth *read: tumor*.. in her head... that might explain the headache thats bugging her these days...... but it not confirmed till MRI is done in about 2 months time coz the doc wanted to monitor her medication first....

Therefore, im praying hard that its just becoz of the medications that shes taking.. and nothing else.... i cant imagine her goin through other than that... kesian sangat.... dah lah last week my mom went for colonoscopy and found a small growth.. or polyps they called it... in the large intestine... im praying that its not cancerous.....the docs is still checking on it.... aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn


In my family nih, memang banyak kes cancer.. my aunt just.. adik my mom.. passed away earlier this year due to breast cancer that spreads to the lungs..... kesian sangat.. and my mom's brother, had intestine cancer.. where the intestines is taken out and now he's using bags.... poor him.. and my mom's dad.. or my beloved grandpa, died of cancer gak jugak .... sooo scary...

I cant imagine losing anyof my family members to that..... mintak simpang jauh2 sangat....... kesian to my sis.. i cant imagine living without her...... Love her soooooo much...... but i seldom show it .. but i think she knows it.... This morning, i cried in the car .. dah lah my mom kata my sis asyik kata dia nak mati.... i jadi risau tak tentu pasal plak.. and i hold the tears until i get into my car......i felt soooo sad.......

so, thats it bout my family's medical history.... hope that all will turns out to be well.....



P.s Im looking foward to watch P-Ramlee's the Musical tomorrow nite... goin my my whole family and friends...... hope i get the good seat... ;)

Adios

Monday, October 29, 2007

GOSH!!!.. Im soooooooo Sorry.... *for myself*

Hi agains... la... dah bersawang2 dah blog inniew yerrr... anyway... takperlah... today, officially, its been a year since i updated this blog... its been such a loooooooooooooooooong time ... i know, its my fault... i kept on making excuses after excuses for not updating my blog.. padahal dok gigih baca blog orang lain itew.... sigh...

anyway, as a year had passed, so much things had happened.... of coz, i just tell the highlights only lah for this past year....... i think that the most important thing that happened at work is, i was chosen to go for a MISSION to Europe.... well.. actually, it was only the scandinavian countries... went to amsterdam... copenhagen and stockholm..... it was busy as hell but we did get some time to wonder around the cities.....

And the bestest ever things that happens is i met somebody kat stockholm.. actually, kitaorg dah kenal lama dah.. cuma tak pernah jumpa... tup2 i kene pergi stockholm, so, berjumpalah kat sana... i tell u, it was the best 2 days of my life....... i missed him soooo much.. but what to do... we are separated by continents... *talk bout LDR*... sigh.... but we still keep in contact until now.. but its a more open relationship.... KEKASIH DUNIA AKHIRAT Githoooo... ahaks... BTW, his name is Anders... he a freelance artist.. ada gallery and also travel columnist..... very the exciting kannnnnnnn!!!... middle aged... with the blondest locks and bluest eyes i've ever seen on a person..... truly typical abang2 scandinavian.... KETURUNAN VIKING kots katanya... ahaks............

anyway, in a few days 4 days to be precise, i will be goin to Italy plak for two weeks... for a course.... i couldnt thanx enuff my lucky stars to be given this opportunity of a lifetime ...... dah lah pergi kursus orang tanggung... makan .. lodging.. and flight... semua tanggung beres... so, i just have to bawak pocket money jer lah...... maklumlah.. ramai pesan nak souvenir.... harus mek bankrupts lepas inniew.... tawwwww........jgn extra baggage sudehhhhhh!!

ANyway, im goin to Vincenza... bout an hour from Venice...... berdebar gak nak pergi nih.. maklumlah... fist time gi sorang2.. but i think that there will be others at the airport.. haruslah mek membuat kawan dengan pakcik2 dan makcik itew..... ahaks.....

Preparation is still goin on... biasalah mek.. everytime nak over the sea.. semua nak baru... but this time around.. not to much shopping.. boleh pakai jerrr bende2 lame itew walaupun tak vouge the vast..... tapi memikiorkan nak ke italy and semuanya stylish2 katanya kat sitew, seram plak aku... kene kutuk.. dah lah datang dari third world country... pakai selekeh.. gemuk plak tuh.. eh.. tetiba emo tak tentu pasal.. anyway, mek akan berpada2 kali inew dalam berbelanja itewwww..... heh..heh.. katanya!!

Sedehhh... mak nak start buat keroje plaks.... fail dah menimbun2 kat ataih meja nih.... naik feniong kepala nak memikiorkanya.. tapi tak kisahlah... janji boss mek baik amats... memahami keadaan mek selaku insan wanita *ke??* yang lemah innew... heh..heh..

Eh terperasan plak mek first time pech lobs kat blog inniew...... tak kisah lah... it means that im more comfortable with my life now.... eventhogh still grapples with my weight issue... makin membelon plak aku nih... takper Anders suka katanya!!!... ahaks.....

Muahsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!