The Game!

Im Sooooo way out of the game .... Its been such a loooong time since im in the "market"....
I've been like a hermit sitting in a cave of my comfortableness for a period of time and my "skills" has somewhat deteriorate.....

Dun get me wrong, i love meeting new people.... exchanging "experiences"... and knowing new souls that excites me...... but somehow, nowadays, i contemplate a lot on my life.... Fear of rejection lingers in the air and believe me, its a reality aite... u just have to accept that sometimes, two does not click and better parted our own ways rather than engaging ourself in a meaningless conquest!!....

Meeting new people....somehow does brings out the best or worst in a person..... Dating is an art that u have to acquire through experience rather than reading theory in the books...... For myself, successful dates *well, depends on one's interpretation*.. have euphoria effect on me.... feeling of being elevated to a level of satisfaction.. either by knowing that u have had handled urself well... and mutually engaged in a higher intimate level of openness... letting ur guard down and just setting urself free with no boundaries and letting ur personality shines through... ;)

However, i hate *well maybe hate is a tad big word*... the feeling of anticipation... and expectation that one puts oneself before the actual meeting..... of course, u have to put ur expectation or hopes way down and just let ur hair down and enjoy the experience..... and letting the nature takes its course along the way.... "Just b urself".. well... thats a very cliche statement that people always use to comfort a dating rookie.. Is it true!!.. am not sure... ;) ... Do u really want to show everything in the first meeting??..... i dun think so.. u just want to behave ur best and hope that the other person will like you enough for a second date aite!!....

Well... at least u can end up being FRIENDS!!!!!!...heh...heh....