Flu again!!!!

*WARNING!. Do not read this postings if you are eating and easily nauseated by some disgusting things.. heh..heh.. *especially bodily fluids*

I thought that flu that had been bugging me since last week had gone.. finish.. kaput!!.. But apparently, it came back with a vengeance..... I'm having flu relapse.. which its now more severe.... remember the runny nose, where i had trouble confining the discharge from my nose. well... this time around, the phlegm had thickened soo much so that i practically had to breathe through my mouth........... coughing and wheezing sounds being orchestrated everytime i took a deep breath.......and of course it wouldn't be flu/cold without the pounding headache... and guess what?.. I'M WORKING TODAY!!.... *no.. im not a workaholic..choiiiiii!! Its just that i have an important meeting !*

Luckily, i had a couple of Panadol *the most trusted medicine by everybody*.. and a couple of flu meds... however, now, im feeling drowsy and can't concentrate.. . i even fell asleep during the khutbah Jumaat!!.. *whoppsss... renew chop menuju puncak katanya... ahaks...*

I was looking for somebody to have lunch with today.. since its friday.. therefore longgggg lunch hour, usually, i will go with the gerek gurls to some shopping complex .. for sightshopping or go to the distance searching for good food as far as Damansara.. however, the Lady pink is having lunch with a client.. curlylocks and hot gucci mama is goin to Midvalley... for sightshopping... i asked them whether they will have proper lunch..but it seems that since curlylocks is on a strict diet and yoga so, they will only have light lunch on the go.... while power walking .. within the confines of the Mall!!... BUMMER!!.. i didnt have plan B..... i didnt expect not to have a company for lunch.. therefore moi... reluctantly called Mr. Cha to join him for friday prayers.. *which i reallyy need.. food to my soul katanya..*.. ha..ha...ahhhh... peace at last.........

Anyway, reading my good friends blog, about her struggle to achieve her golden weight.. what she's doin now... putting herself for YOGA... strenuous dose of jazzersize.. getting advice on foods from dietition.. and being driven to lose weight, makes me wonder bout my own weight.....well, i could lose 20kg(or 30kg) and look stunning *perasaan jer tuh*.... but then again, i want to be able to enjoy what life has to offer .. especially one of my favourite past time indulgance.... FOOD!!!!!.. i dun think that i can live giving up foods that i love..... well, the truth is, im not that passionate about food... im not a picky or choosy eater.... but one thing that i could'nt let go is rice... i cant live without rice........ I'll get mad.. and depressed if i dun have rice... ahaks... well kinda like the KFC advert.. WE NEED RICE!!... ahaks...

anyway, my struggle with weight is not something new in my life.... wonder if the problems really stems from my weight or there some other underlying problems that is the root or the cause of my weight problems..... I think i really need a dose of OPRAH now!!.. heh..heh...

Putting all the wight issues or any other problems aside, im generally pretty much comfortable with myself.... so i guess, that is good rite!!

anyway, sorry for my incomprehensible rants nowadays... it must've been the flu bug!!...

i'll write better next time yarr.....

P.s: au revoir to Sinful... guess he's in London by now!!.... take care and may u return back in Malaysia in one piece.. heh..heh..