FLU!!!

Im down with flu.... Runny nose..coughing..headache.... all the works.. it seems that i have all the classic package that comes with flu.... and adding to my rhinnitis condition *eh.. banyak plak penyakit mek nih.. ahaks*... makes it worse than ever!!....

Luckily today is holiday... MAAL HIJRAH.... Muslim's New Year.... A gazetted public holiday in Malaysia.... Yippeee.... but what to do... i can only succumbed to my bed accompanied by my best friends.... a box of Premier tissue.....Vicks Vaporub... and lots of books that i've been trying to finish off since months ago...... yikessss.......maybe it is a blessing in disguise..... so that my body will have its long deserved proper rest..... *notice the single bed!*..hu...hu

Anyway, mek tetaplah gigih menghapdate blog vagai kannn.. dituduh bersawang plak nanti katanya... heh..heh....

Btw, there's nothing much happening in my life right now... however, i feel unsettled these days.. like theres some unfinished business that i have to do.. apart from my bloody work... but then again, there so much running through my mind right now..... Am i depressed?.. i dun think so....but do depressed people admit that they are depressed.... of coz not!....

WARNING: The things that ur about to read is of tangkap cintan leleh yucky kinda things.. so, please stop reading if u are below 15 years of age!!!!!!!heh..heh..

Ok lemme tell the truth... actually, my thoughts had been bugged by this person that suddenly enters my life..... and the person, after a brief aquaintancy with moi, wanted to claim possession and wanted to know the answer soon... myself.... being Mr. Indecisive as always *thank god for that!*, couldnt give an answer straight away of course.... after much thought... and pondering, i've come to the conclusion, that i have to get to know more of that person. Its not that i dun like that person... but there are certain qualities that ...ermmm..... i sumhow finds it difficult to digest... and to accept... Of course, people always say that when u love that person, you will have to accept that person the way they are aite!...... But how do you make urself to love a person if you dun really love urself!!.. am i right? * me and my personal issues*

Anyway, that person said to me "why wait?"... "if u found someone.. and u like that person enough... you should start making commitments".... which i found totally absurd.... Im not about to make a foolish decision and to regret it later... Of course, this "KIND" of relationship somehow doesnt have any objective... rather than finding someone as your companion..... so that you will not feel lonely ..... So, maybe this would work.. maybe it wouldnt work!!.. who knows!...

Based from my observation of most of my friends relationships' life expectancy...which is about 4 bloody months,... i do have the right to properly assessed the situation before making any conclusion aite!.. but of course, there are some exception.. some are lucky enough to have a really long relationship with the one they love.... but somehow, i guess the kind of love evolved somehow to a more matured level... ;)

Anyway, maybe its the flu that gets into my head.... i cant think straight *no pun intended.. heh..heh..*....I better guzzled down another cough meds and sleep till tomorrow..... heh..heh..

BTW, just wanna share something interesting that i found in the net!

Hrmmmm... kinda true izznit!!... heh...heh.... Have anybody broken those rules before?...