"Aquantance"

Hiii y'all...

its been quite a while since i post anything in this blog... anyway, here i am... its nearly 5.30pm and i'm just trying to waste a few more minutes before i can actually go back...oppss. just remembered that i got some farewell dinner to attend tonite.... Yup... one of my acquantance is goin away...for good... back to his hometown... he got a better job offer lah... not 'balik kampung tanam jagung' ;p........

The reason that i refer to this person as an aquantaince... is actually becoz i dont think that i deserved to call him my friend...after all this while, i realised that i actually know nuts bout him... maybe a little.... but most of it is from other friends... so.... i guess its my lost.... although we sometimes sembang2 but actually we talked bout.......nothing ...... just a change of few plesantaries..... .

when did i realised this??...... when i tried 2 fumbled a few words.. and nothing came to my mind about this person as i was writing greetings to him in the card which is quite big btw, shared by all of us... the collegue....sponsored by the lady "PINK" herself....;)... and at last.. standard wordings of "best of luck" are being jotted down reluctantly.....

isnnit it pathetic.... my lost as a person for not making any effort to get to know a person when we had the chance to.... and this does not only applied to present situation but numerous other occasions where my own *laziness* and disconcerted effort seems utterly devastated following lack of communication and and *shyness* (yes.. i know.. nobody will ever believe its in me) therefore reduced to a futile effort to turns the person from merely an aquantaince to a friend....and i'm not only talking bout specific gender but all living and breathing beings...even cats...But then again maybe i'm a dog person... ;P.

i vow... this will never happened again.....hmmm ... maybe vow..is a tad big word... promise seems more likely to be delivered.....

Adios Muchachos