Im Scared….

Im scared of falling…… but I’ve fallen………….

Im scared of hoping…… but hopes is the only thing I can do……..

Im scared of sharing…. but I have to share…..

Im scared of losing….. I haven’t lost it….

Im scared of loving…. But I felt the love…….

Im scared of the truth….. because the truth hurts…

Im scared of hurting…. Because I don’t want to be hurt…

Im scared of lying….. and only the truth have been told…

Im scared being alone….. but all I have is myself…..

Im scared of this feeling… but it felt good….

Im scared of telling…. But I’ve been told….

Im scared of being needed …. But I have needs….

Im scared of wanting….. coz I don’t really know what I want….

Im scared of longing… coz I longed for it…….

Im scared of uncertainties….. but uncertainties makes it exciting….

Im scared of messiness….. but im cluttered….

Im scared of competition… coz I have to work harder….

Sigh!